You were trying to lecture me about what wardens are like, when you really wanted to tell me not to 'ruin' yours. I skipped us forward to that part.

Malcolm shoves away the parts of himself that he hates, that scare him. I deeply understand that. He doesn't have to 'break the rules' like I have to acknowledge, understand, maybe even embrace those parts. I don't want him running from this unknown internal threat forever.