"I understood that. And that's why I didn't really ask you to talk about it. Well. One of the reasons. But I promised you I wouldn't read the file until you really wanted me to and reading it because you don't want to talk about it isn't that. I promised. And having to break the promise because I broke everything else didn't seem... I couldn't, okay? I had to preserve the one thing I really believed I did right by you."