What happened in the gazebo? [There's concern in it, yeah, but a little bit of an edge too, because he's swears to god he's ready to lose it at certain parties.]
It's impossible most times to go there and not see our dear friend Warden Shaw lurking there to watch me. And of course there was Mr. Bright assuming I was offering lessons as punishment and insisting I'd somehow stash bodies in the piano. Their commitment to ensuring my unhappiness is astounding, I should almost be impressed.
Don't be absurd. As much as I adore the fact of a whole meeting of people talking about me, I doubt my presence will be of any use. Nor, I think, will my words be taken into any regard. I choose to spare myself the inconvenience of it.
{ And now his turn for a pause. }
Jonathan has taken on a lot in this matter, for which I am, of course, grateful, but I dislike seeing him suffer the blows on my behalf.
The conversation happened, I believe, when I offered lessons over the network. As for Shaw, since the flood where I made some untoward actions upon you. I believe she came to me and broke a guitar, then haunted the gazebo ever since. Far be it form me to inform her how to spend her time but it does wear on a person.
[A long, LONG silence, where Neal has to forcefully wind himself down from just.............. swearing a lot.]
Thank you. I'm going to familiarize myself with that conversation and I might share it with Dr Reid, if you have no objections. Going out on a limb and assuming you don't.
She broke a guitar?
[Okay he does a SMALL swear, just a soft little 'fuck,' as a treat.] Maybe it's good that you're not coming. Not because I don't think you should be able to. Because you shouldn't have to be in a room with a bunch of wardens who have hounded you for four months of doing nothing.
I’ll admit I find a lot of them to be rather amusing in what they will or will not react to. It’s when they start to flaunt false self-righteousness that it grows exhausting.
I don’t. The warden in charge of the inmate who killed me, in response to my reaching out to help calm things down, essentially told me it was my fault I got murdered and that I should go sit in a corner and think about what I’d done. Which was, by the way, reply to his inmate with the exact same level of conversational antagonism that he leveled at me.
Of course. But you’ve seen how willing most wardens other than Dr Reid are to work with each other if their personal philosophies on rehabilitation don’t perfectly align.
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{ There's a bit of a chuckle. }
You were remarkably transfixed. A curious hobby.
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Malcolm said what?
[A pause, then:] Actually. No, don't elaborate, not yet. Are you coming to this... [wannabe lynch mob] ...meeting?
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Don't be absurd. As much as I adore the fact of a whole meeting of people talking about me, I doubt my presence will be of any use. Nor, I think, will my words be taken into any regard. I choose to spare myself the inconvenience of it.
{ And now his turn for a pause. }
Jonathan has taken on a lot in this matter, for which I am, of course, grateful, but I dislike seeing him suffer the blows on my behalf.
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[God, he's getting angry again, and he's tired and feels terrible and--]
This is such bullshit. How long has she been watching you? Is she still doing it? Was the talk with Malcolm on the network?
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Thank you. I'm going to familiarize myself with that conversation and I might share it with Dr Reid, if you have no objections. Going out on a limb and assuming you don't.
She broke a guitar?
[Okay he does a SMALL swear, just a soft little 'fuck,' as a treat.] Maybe it's good that you're not coming. Not because I don't think you should be able to. Because you shouldn't have to be in a room with a bunch of wardens who have hounded you for four months of doing nothing.
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Wardens need to be more vulnerable.
I don't mean on a personal level.
I mean their status as a warden needs to be under consistent re-evaluation. 'Don't murder an inmate' is not nearly a thick enough line.
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[DELICATELY SARCASTIC.]