Neal can’t help noticing it, the way Malcolm’s hold tightens a little as he stumbles through his explanation. He lays his hand against Malcolm’s cheek, other arm around Malcolm’s waist.
“I wasn’t lying when I said I liked you since we met. I had…”
He dabs his tongue against his lip, a nervous gesture, but flinches from the sting. “Every other conversation I had to remind myself of all the reasons you’d be better off, safer, if I didn’t do anything.”
“Safer?” Malcolm asks. “You’re… not what makes this place dangerous. You’re… light. In the dark.” A beat. “Thank you, by the way. For stopping me the other day. I… relapsed a little the next day, but… I’m good now. New year, old Malcolm.”
"Safer," Neal repeats, with quiet irony. "I'm not really good at avoiding trouble."
And sometimes he brings it on others whether they're involved or not.
This time when he kisses Malcolm, it's gentler, a physical you're welcome. "Good. I wasn't kidding when I said I like you better than 'normal' people anyway, either. Normal people aren't the kind of people who leave anything important behind."
Neal makes a longsuffering noise. "I suppose I can put up with that opinion, since I'm going to be around it from now on. The nickname, though. There I draw the line."
"Oh!" He doesn't know why that takes him by such surprise. The idea of Meredith having a birthday, that is. Occasionally it feels like she walked out of a natal chamber of ruthless intelligence fully-formed. "When does she usually get home? What kind of timeline do we have?"
"She's pretty much a workaholic. If she doesn't leave early because she's tired from all the... jail... things... then we probably have until, like, six," Malcolm tells him.
"So we can assume we have until four, is what I'm hearing." Contrary to the statement, he looks even more enthusiastic now. "Shortest notice I've had in a while, but I think we can manage it. My best friend's wife is an event planner. I picked up a few things."
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“I wasn’t lying when I said I liked you since we met. I had…”
He dabs his tongue against his lip, a nervous gesture, but flinches from the sting. “Every other conversation I had to remind myself of all the reasons you’d be better off, safer, if I didn’t do anything.”
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And sometimes he brings it on others whether they're involved or not.
This time when he kisses Malcolm, it's gentler, a physical you're welcome. "Good. I wasn't kidding when I said I like you better than 'normal' people anyway, either. Normal people aren't the kind of people who leave anything important behind."
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"I wasn't kidding, either, when I said you're a good person." He smirks a little. "Robin Hood."
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“I’ll keep the opinion quietly. In secret,” he promises. “Unless you forget you’re good. Then I might have to remind you.”
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“Right!” he suddenly recalls. “We found out it’s Meredith’s birthday. We need to plan a surprise party for her. For today. Before she gets home.”
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