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Neal Caffrey ([personal profile] conning) wrote2030-09-19 08:32 pm

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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-23 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
"Cool," he chirps. He feels his face heat with-- what is it, rage? Indignation? And the worst of it is knowing that this isn't Neal's fault.

He follows suit and leans into the service desk just enough to get told to give me a sec; Tim digs out his ID.

After a beat and with no ears listening in to what must be repeated abuse, Tim turns to Neal. He wonders if he's going to end the evening with a punch to the face; Tim won't even block. "Okay, so there's no guarantee. There isn't one in any world, anyway. What deal did you cut with ADI? Actually- what came first, the idea to propose? The one to buy a house? Is it like a packaged deal?"
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-23 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
"No deal?" He asks, blinking and pleased at sounding like some TV game show announcer.

The staff returns to man the desk and Tim is quick to wheel around and plead his case. There's the click-clack of the keyboard as the worker runs through the checkout and Tim hands over his identification card. Vincent Callum signs in the little black box on the desk with gradeschool-level squiggles. One sigh and rummaging under the desk layer, Tim is given his box and receipt and he says his earnest Thanks.

Always a polite kid.

He shifts the weight of the box so it's a little less unruly.

"I still think lavender is... good. Whatever color you want, really."

No longer a standing offer to have that be his room, Tim bets. And if it is, it shouldn't be, he thinks.
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-23 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"More like, mics will pick up chatter at the customer service desk," Tim points out. And yes, that's important his tone says.

But he follows at Neal's heels and then is promptly distracted by the ridiculous wall of color swatches-- has Tim ever seen such a thing before? Who the hell is out there painting their home orange? Why are there so many shades of orange? Parallel but unrelated conversations; he's up for the challenge. Or so says his step forward to peer at (heh) shades of gray. "I've been accused of not being creative," he ventures.

"When I purchased the theater from under Bruce, I OK'd some blueprints. Then I paid for the remodeling and stepped back. Let the magic happen. And, ta-da. I got the call that my new apartment was ready for moving in. That's as involved as I've ever been with anything home improvement."
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-26 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
He nods absently, attention still partially absorbed by the colors in that way his attention had been nabbed by orange juice on the grocery store shelves some years ago: yep, this is, indeed, fresh territory.

"Then geometric black it is," he says.

He thinks Geometric Black would make for a cool band name. He thinks to tell Jeff about it, and then they can pitch ideas for genre and if the lead singer or bassist is the hottest.

He faces Neal again and feels substantially more drained than he did three seconds ago. But this is a bit and Tim is a passable actor too. He's game for making Neal come out of this mildly miserable.

"Do you have his ring size yet?"
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-26 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
"I believe it."

Thankfully the details serve him. "I was wondering if Malcolm would be expecting-- the big surprise."

So he trips over the words, sue him. He hasn't made up his mind over his feelings about it. His feelings, Tim tells himself for the Nth time, do not fucking mean anything.

"And if he can balance Anti-Life with it."
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-26 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
"Huh?"

He blinks. Is sure, for a moment, that he heard wrong. But then he's done actually, y'know, processing and Tim feels the pinch between his shoulders because of how stiff he's gone. Oh, yeah, so he's said Anti-Life aloud. At least he didn't recite the whole-- thing.

There is no way to save this and Tim finds he doesn't want to back down from the explanation.

Maybe that's the code itself at work, demanding it be preached to all unwilling ears. Anti-Life, Tim begins with a muddy dread sticking to the inside of his skin

"...is the truth." And yeah, his voice has pitched low because of the savage self-awareness. Tim's brows pinch together; it's an art to no longer care about being stigmatized as insane. The desperation isn't for him, he's long gone. It's for Malcolm.

Like he's spilling some horrid secret, Tim goes on. "It's a truth. I don't know how to explain it because it was never explained to me, it's something that just happens. Anti-Life is what it says it is. He's been left behind already. And now he's lost one friend to death. You've been on the other side of the coin but do you know what happens to the people who stay back and mourn? When hope breaks down? Fear does win. It's not all of the equation, it's a very small part of it, but--"

He does sound insane, Tim realizes with a pang of... fear.

He's going to push people away, going to live the life all alone and full to the brim with loathing and

"Malcolm observes. His job, his everything, is about helping find reason behind why death has to happen to the people that it targets. He wants one thing, and that's to never be a vessel for hurt. He never would be that vessel. You don't... you wouldn't be. Either.

"You think... love is going to help you. Help you both. You both-- deserve that love. You do. But what happens when this-- world, says otherwise? How's Malcolm going to take it? I don't-- I really don't think he has the experience for that."

And because the Equation is truth and because Tim has the experience lining caskets behind him, he adds,

"When something horrible happens... and Malcolm finds himself believing he's the villain. It won't break him?"

The worst part being that the kid's just so damn sincere about it. There's no heat or vitriol. Facts don't need any of that.
Edited (i can't help myself oops) 2023-01-26 15:11 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-28 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Support. Seven letter word that wants to single-handedly halt the tsunami of inevitable what-ifs. There is, he noted, a suspicious amount of we in Neal's reply.

Tim shifts, uncomfortable and laughably unused to the reality where that notion is put to action. Words he can agree with. The foundation of the Titans is built on embracing the idea.

Must have been why they disbanded so many times under him.

Tim picks a soft black color square and is astonished that soft black even exists. He hands it off to Neal to inspect. Says nothing to accept or refuse the Thanks because Tim is-- learning. And processing, for him, always takes a while.

"And you?"

He pauses, doesn't and does want to offend all at once.

"When you spirit him away from everything you have to protect him against and you're both happy."

Will you stay. Will happiness become routine. Will he allow routine to dampen the thrill that Neal has sought out so, so much.

"...you'll be okay too?"
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-01-28 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Tim doesn't have an eye for color. Any of his multitude of exes will vouch for that. When launched into the public eye Tim had quickly acquired acceptable things to dress in that spanned all of three colors. He leans in a fraction, taking some space from Neal in the process. But the other man is steadfast.

And as far as he can tell, here and now and combing through a year's worth of memories (and not), Neal is not only steadfast but reliable.

(Reliable enough, Experience reminds him. Alienation and doubt, misunderstanding and failure-- those things fear their head always.)

The kid nods, resolute.

(Resolute enough.)

"Yeah," he says, imagining lavender. Accepting and authentic and docile. "I can see it."

And because as much fun as parallel and (un)related conversations are, sometimes you need clarity. He straightens up, shifting his box in his hands and he looks up at Neal and he tries for a smile. The worry is evident, because there's no reason to not worry, not when there's always another shoe to drop, but he tries. "Two old farts in rocking chairs on the front porch, discussing the growth rate of grass."

Dream come true.

"You'll be great for each other."

He means it.
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-02-03 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
"Pipe bomb," Tim answers, his face tilted just so towards the shelves they're leaving behind. It makes lip reading impossible for Closed Circuit Overhead Cam number 4.

"Well, a fraction of it. I didn't want to throw up too many red flags at once." The kid turns to look at Neal. And he shrugs, a self-conscious smile creeping into his eyes, casual and cool. "You know how it is."
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-02-05 08:48 pm (UTC)(link)
It's nice.

Tim huffs as they exit the doors, amusement and the distinctive full-body soreness of the cold air hitting him intermingling. "If I wanted to mess with you, after all that? They sell pretty big axes in there too."

And

dare he say it. It's weird... doing this, being a non-actor. But it's nice.

"I know where you live."
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-02-10 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
At least they're spared the snow today.

Tim ignores the worry. As in, he's painfully aware that that must be what's going on in Neal's tone and gestures, but the second he would allow himself to recognize it as such is the second that the lines of Tim's shoulders will tense and his steps lose their eerie quiet.

(He's healed. From that time he literally ran into the world's most obvious amateur booby trap. [he should have known better] Yeah, he still loathes fire whooshing by his ears but Timothy Wayne hadn't had any questions about the purpled-red criss-crossed tendrils snaking up his neck into his hair when he was hounded by the tabloids during his Engagement, and that has to count for something.)

He bumps Neal's shoulder. The way he sometimes does with Malcolm. Because they're A Thing now, and Tim has to get over it. So he brushes shoulders, all chummy and cat-like. "Cool, that makes two of us."

Who don't love the idea of violence but will, apparently, harness and unleash it when necessary.

(Says the guy who called for murders from literal hitmen and wow does he have to drag his mind out of this hole it's digging. Now.)

"Don't worry, I'm not going to blow anybody up."

(On purpose, which is usually the way Tim ends up with bombs and fire and screaming and)

"Promise."
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[personal profile] ployboy 2023-03-11 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not going to blow myself up either," Tim volleys right back, the words ringing with a lightness that says he'd been expecting to say them.

Neal's totally unwarranted crash into his delicate self makes Tim roll his eyes.

He hasn't been this free in years. Literal years.

"If I need the smokescreen," he says carefully, knowing Neal will want the words said aloud, "you'll be the first person I call."

No promise but it'll have to be good enough. Besides, "I'm almost sure I'll need a favor soon. Let me know what color sticky note you'd prefer the I.O.U. scribbled on."

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