conning | AND YOU WERE THERE, and YOU were there....

They've done this before. He knows it with an absolute certainty he can't explain, one word the only thing tied to the feeling: Enclosure. What does that even mean in this context?

Doesn't matter. All at once, the lieutenant is in motion and the wizards fall back slightly, spells lighting up at their fingertips.

The voice is in his head again. Hold them off, it says, and he feels strangely capable of doing just that. Something is going to happen, he doesn't know what, but he has to hold them off until it can.

"Dibs on the one I threw against the wall."

The lieutenant growls and comes in swinging.

"Good choice. He's really not as good as he thinks he is." It has the intended effect - he gets just a little angrier, just a little sloppier - but Zerxus doesn't risk a glance to confirm. He needs to focus on what the wizards are casting if he's going to -

A slash of his hand is all it takes to make the streak of lightning fizzle to nothing, but that's his last Counterspell and the Dean is still casting. He just has to move, raising his sword and dashing forward -

The psychic lance sears right through him. The pain could be forged through, the taste of copper in his mouth is hardly new, but he can't move.

"No!"

It's not his voice.

All at once, it's like he's tipping backward into the quiet dark, wrapped in something heavy and blinding. Something to protect him from what's happening out there, mentally speaking. Something to make sure he stays out of the way as the patron he unknowingly serves does what needs to be done to protect the man it loves.

Whenever Neal starts to come back to consciousness, it'll be after Evandrin checks out.

And in the mean time, Evandrin in Neal's body is at Zerxus's side in a breath, his landing in front of his husband sending out a blast of energy from Destructive Wave that washes over their enemies in a roar of thunder and starlight. 5d6 radiant and 5d6 thunder damage and these fuckers get knocked prone on a failed con save.

Neal had checked out. The presence there now is a few steps shy of godly.

Bitches.

He knows that voice. Even through the echo of a stranger, through the blood rushing in his ears, through the frantic pounding of his heart as he's made helpless.

Things change so quickly in the heat of battle, and usually he keeps up with it, but even once his limbs jerk back into motion it feels like he's moving through molasses as he turns to just stare.

"Ev - "

He'd forgotten about the lieutenant, who's charging them with two rapiers. There's no time to think or consider; Zerxus steps between them, sword whipping upwards with unnatural speed as it catches both strikes.

"This first, darling," Evandrin says. It's his voice still, though Neal's is there underneath it like a whisper.

Both voices are also exhilarated.

Evandrin raises one hand and ~~takes a second action~~ blasts the Dean with lightning.

The stunned, strangled laugh that tumbles from his lips tastes like blood, and his eyes are burning as he parries again. It feels like he's dreaming.

Well, if he is, he'd rather hold on to it for a while; if he isn't, he really does need to focus on this fight. That's a little easier, gaze locked with someone he's never liked. (Can he hear this, too? Does it matter?)

"If you keep this up, at least one of those is going to break." Zerxus isn't bothering to restrain anything now, either the growl of contempt or the power of his strike.

The lieutenant snarls, pale with nerves. Only half of them are from the fact that he's remembering who he's fighting.

The other half is confusion at the prospect of who he wasn't expecting to.

The Dean is down, stunned but not dead; Evandrin turns on the other wizard, who he's held at bay with a glittering moonlight shield while he dealt with the ringleader. The shield warps, bells outward, and then blooms into a column of ghost-white flame that crisps the second wizard as the Dean starts to shake off Evandrin's previous attack and struggle toward his feet.

Most of the time, Zerxus doesn't like making people afraid. It can be necessary - it can even be kinder, stopping violence before it starts - but it always leaves a bad taste in his mouth.

Watching someone so happy to sneer down his nose at everyone else tremble in his ridiculously expensive boots -

He's a paladin, not a saint. His grin isn't pretty.

Still, even as his sword drips with the man's blood, "The offer remains open. This fight can end right now, with both of you licking your wounds somewhere else." He expects to hear a fondly exasperated huff behind him. Gods, he's missed that sound.

He gets it, tone for tone the way he remembers, and a soft chuckle besides.

The lieutenant slowly backs away and around, toward the dean, helping the man to his feet. The wizard needs the assistance. He's barely conscious. The other wizard needs a revivify. And Evandrin looks fresh as a daisy in his borrowed vessel, with the addition of an eerie blue-white shimmer in the air and under his skin.

"This is not finished." It's the dean who speaks, a shaky wheeze, his eyes locked on the creature between him and Zerxus. "We will find out what... that is. And how and why it's here."

The lieutenant clearly wants to dump the dean back on his ass and run, or at least withdraw quickly, but that would be political suicide.

"He," Evandrin says. One raised hand, a flash of light at his fingertips, and the wizard roast on the ground stirs and gasps in shock and pain. Another tiny gesture from Evandrin and the burns start to fade as the newly resurrected wizard passes out.

"Leave." Quiet. Absolute.

He puts a hand to his hip, to hide the fact that his fingers are starting to tremble as his grip on Neal slips.

Zerxus takes a step forward, sword low at his side but his eyes blazing - not just with fury, but with divine starlight. It adds a strange resonance to his voice, a growl almost like thunder.

"Or you could talk about my husband like that again."

Any lingering urge to save face dies on the wizard's tongue, and he uses it to cast Teleport instead. On himself, of course, not the man trying to haul his ass to safety.

"For fuck's - " The lieutenant swallows the anger and refuses to meet either of their gazes, before turning on his heel and running. Only once he's entirely out of sight does Zerxus sheathe his sword, let himself turn to face something worth looking at.

"Evandrin?" It's almost a different voice entirely, soft and strained and profoundly vulnerable.

He reaches out to touch Zerxus's face, faltering and closing his eyes with silent longing as he hears his name said in his husband's voice. His name said to him. "Fuck, I've missed you so much."

He lifts both hands and gently strokes his thumbs across worry lines that weren't there the last time they spoke, traces his fingertips across Zerxus's cheekbones, over his beard. "Hello, my love. I'm going to guess you have some questions."

Any lingerings doubts fade to nothing beneath his fingers, as Zerxus relaxes for, it feels like, the first time in years. His own eyelids flutter for a moment before snapping open again, the yearning to melt into his husband's touch warring against the anxiety of closing his eyes and opening them to nothing.

His hands are trembling as he reaches out, smooths them down - down Neal's arms, not -

"Some." It's choked with laughter, and with so much else. "You - we - how - "

Evandrin's laugh is less amused and more pained this time. "Yeah, those are some good ones."

The same hand he hid before starts to tremble faintly again, and he knots his borrowed fingers into a fist. The other hand he can't stand to take away from Zerxus's temple.

"I don't have a lot of time. I told Neal everything, but I don't know how much he'll remember. The way I sent him, the magics he's passed through, he got the wizards' attention as soon as he made it here. They took him before he could find you. Broke into his head. He got away from them, but I couldn't warn him they had a failsafe set up if he tried. "

His first reaction - no, no, don't you dare leave me again - is not helpful, so he swallows it down.

"Where did he come from? How can I find - where are you when you're not - like this?" Inside of someone else, and Zerxus feels a vicious stab of guilt; he's barely spared a thought for Neal since the moment he heard Evandrin. He knows his husband, he wouldn't use someone who didn't agree to it; Neal is here, in immense danger and almost entirely alone, because he wanted to help.

"How can I protect him?"

"Another universe is the shortest answer I can give. He got caught in... some kind of disaster, in a place between places, and got thrown into ours. I can't send him back, but I could send him here."

He closes his eyes as strange unpleasant lightning travels through him. It's not physical. It's almost like a magical splintering as his will to hold himself here starts losing ground to the bedrock of Avalir.

Regardless, his reaction through Neal's body looks like pain.

"I'm... stuck. On another plane. Doesn't matter right now."

How can I protect him?

Evandrin meets Zerxus's eyes, bone deep affection making him ache in a very different way. "Be yourself. It's all that kind of thing has ever taken."

His hands tighten on Neal, reflexively pouring every bit of healing he has left into the form Evandrin is borrowing.

Zerxus knows it won't help - it didn't help last time, either - but if he doesn't try something he might break down, and no one can afford that.

He can't allow himself to falter, can't argue that being himself wasn't enough when it counted the most, because suddenly he has a second chance.

"Another plane - Laerryn, we need to talk to Laerryn - "

He grips Zerxus's shoulder as tight as he can with the hand that's still under his control, the other locked into its fist as that splintering feeling rolls through him again.

"No, listen to me, it doesn't matter right now. It can't, there isn't time. There can be time, but--nngk."

He sucks in a breath he doesn't technically need to take. "Not right now. Listen. He needs his memories back. You have to find out if there's a way. The wizards wouldn't just destroy his mind if they weren't fini--"

This time the pain makes him hiss as his vision goes hazy. The haze doesn't clear. "Listen to me. I love you. I love you, so much, but there are things more important than us. Don't know if I'll be able to speak so... directly again..."

He gasps, squinting, trying desperately to get one more glimpse of his husband's face.

His last act before he slips away is selfish. It's so selfish, so cruel, but he can't stop himself. He needs it so fucking badly.

Evandrin kisses Zerxus with all the desperation of years apart, all the familiarity of a man who's found his lover's every button and delights in pushing them. He kisses Zerxus until this borrowed body has to pause and pant for air.

"It's not her fault," Evandrin whispers. Then he kisses Zerxus one more time as he fades from the material plane entirely.

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He's holding on too tightly now, he knows, but he can't relax his hands, can't do anything other than stare into his lost husband's eyes and try to make sense of what he's hearing.

When his lips part it's to question, to plead - this can't be all they get, it can't - but then Evandrin is kissing him.

There hasn't been anyone else, since he lost his husband, and that's made starkly clear in his response; he kisses like he's been starving, or drowning, and his touch remains just as firm and desperate. He's left trembling and breathless when Evandrin pulls back, and his gaze blurs before he blinks tears out of his eyes.

He should be stronger than this, he should use their last seconds to say something reassuring or ask something useful but he's just standing there, dazed and desolate, as he loses the love of his life all over again.

Neal comes back to himself with his whole body humming. His breathing is ragged with heat, and when he looks at Zerxus with huge blue eyes it occurs to him that he somehow knows the taste of this man's mouth.

He blinks dazedly.

"I take it we won?"

Zerxus just stares, for a second, as it hits him that he just kissed a complete stranger who did not ask for it. The stab of guilty mortification is, at least, a distraction from overwhelming grief.

"I'm sorry." His voice is rough, and his expression is stricken; he looks like he's about to start sobbing, or maybe screaming. He feels like he ought to step back, except he's not sure if Neal is steady on his feet right now. "But, um, yes, we won. For now. We should leave."

Tempus is still out of range, but they can do this the long way, it's fine, it's fine -

"Woah, woah," he says, alarmed now more than anything else. It occurs to him that whoever he is, he's used to being unexpectedly kissed. "Why are you apologizing?"

A muscle-memory gesture that isn't his, a lingering residue: he touches Zerxus's temple, then his cheek, then brushes his thumb across the man's lower lip.

His eyes go wider. "--Sorry. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to--"

He finally takes a half-step back, trying to give Zerxus space without overbalancing himself.

"You - you weren't really here to - "

The words die in his throat, strangled with a low, needy sound that he regrets instantly. His hands jerk back the moment he feels Neal begin to move - but not entirely, just in case.

"I know. I understand. It's okay." He's trying desperately to sound reassuring but it comes off a bit manic instead. "There's - I know a little more, now, I can - but not here."

Neal can feel his cheeks go slightly pink at that sound, but that's not the important part right now, no matter how much his body wants to focus on it.

"It's okay." He presses his palms gently against the other man's cheeks. "It's okay. You're okay, I am, we're okay. Where are we going? What are we doing?"

This time, when Zerxus stares at him, it isn't with stunned regret; his gaze is bewildered, but in a tender sort of way.

"You - have barely been conscious for thirty seconds, and you're trying to reassure me." A bit haltingly, he reaches up to rest a hand on Neal's, and takes a slow, deep breath.

"Right. The Tower is still out, I think, at least for now. The safest place..."

Does he still follow that first instinct?

"It's not her fault."

There's a brief shudder, a ripple of tension, before his jaw sets. Whatever Evandrin meant, it doesn't - it can't matter, not right now. "We need to go underground. How do you feel, right now?"

Confused. Light-headed. Desperately curious to find out what this man knows and how.

"Fine. I'm good." He glances over at the remaining wizard, who's mostly healed but still limp on the ground. "...Do we need to do something about...?"

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